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I've considered that. I've considered applying for a job as an auto mechanic. I like working with my hands. However, other than basic stuff like changing oil and spark plugs, I'm r…

That seems to be a common theme. I'm not opposed, but my health insurance situation is...complicated. (What with leaving my job etc) This country's healthcare system is absurd, but…

The problem is, I don't know what I want out of life right now. I like to drink and party, but that's not a "mission." I would like a wife and children someday, but not soon. Same …

Sleep answered in a comment above. No, I haven't been to a doctor. I assume this is all mental. Is it possible I've developed a chronic, physical illness? What would be an example?…

I've considered that. I might be clinically depressed now, but since it's not nearly as bad as I used to be, I write it off as "I'm fine. I've been much worse." I really hate the i…

Isn't that what I'm more or less doing now? Other than the "dumb job" part? There is no pressure on me to do anything, really. (Except pressure I put on myself to exercise once a d…

Something else missing in my life? Possibly. Well, in university, it definitely was. I hated (and I still do to some extent) the whole high school/university/9-5 career pipeline. I…

Dear HN, Writing this post has been difficult for me. It has been months of procrastination before I’ve been able to put “pen to paper” on this. tl;dr. I am suffering from what app…